Welcome to my soul...
You've entered a place deep inside my mind that few really know. This is a place for those who are in touch with reality and those who wish to know how I really feel. This is the place where I will leave for you to read that which I can not say out loud. My deepest feelings and thoughts. Remember ... escape is only a click away.
So go ahead and explore my feelings...my thoughts...me.

I am the Ice Maiden
Cold as ice
Hard and unfeeling
Knowing no love
You melted my heart
Voice warm rich and deep
You melted my heart
Walking away
You left me in a puddle
My own tears and fears
Freezing again
My heart now colder


Glittering stars light up the midnightsky
Ocean winds blow in a cool deep fog
As her salty tears trace shimmering lines down her cheeks
Her heart aches so lonely and empty


Smile for me please
Your smile so soft and sweet
Brings a warm glow from deep inside
Calming my soul

Touch me please
Your hands so gentle and warm
Brings a soft smile to my face
Calming my fears

Speak to me please
Your voice so deep and rich
Brings shivers to my body
Calming my heart

Sweet angel
Don't fly away


I'm indifferent to the world as I wander soft and slow down this windy road, I'm swallowed up in this wanderlust, I don't know where I'm going, I ain't got a plan, My aimless path from place to place follows the trail of my thoughts, I hear the voices on the wind whispering "Zingaro"...gypsy...yeah that's me, I'm a wanderer no destination no place in this world where I belong


I'm standing here on this edge
I feel I'm starting to slip
I'm about to fall
Over the edge

Now I'm no jumper
But I think I just might
Let myself fall
Over the edge

I'm on a high-wire working
Without a net if I slip
It's over...I'm going
Over the edge


I won't ask you to feel what I know you can't
I hold a seed that I just can't plant
I can't let this seed grow
And tell you what others know


You're staring straight back at me
But your eyes see right through me
You don't understand my point of view
No one's ever not loved you


I've got to go
Get away from you
Can't see your face
Can't think of you


Your voice held fast in my thoughts
Flowing from your soft sweet lips
As rich and smooth as fine carmel
Deep and warm it entrances my soul

Your likeness is etched in my mind
Your gentle face, so sweet and kind
Your eyes sparkle and shine
Like the clamest seas in the morning sun


Alone
In a sea of souls
I drift on
Alone
Hands reach out to touch me
But I never feel them


Stars in your eyes
Honey on your lips
Angel from high above
Come down to me

Sing with all your heart
Tell me your hopes and dreams
I want to know your soul
I want to feel your heart


Tired eye fluttering, shutting
Sweet calm face, relaxing
Weary body giving way to sleep
Breath becoming deep

Quiet, please stay
Worries, float away
On a soft gentle breeze
Putting his mind at ease

My sweet faced hero
Fearing anything, no
The blaze is not here
There's nothing to fear

He has passed another test
For now, just let hime rest


Well then fuck you babe
Cuz who the hell needs you?
I really wanna know
Cuz I know it ain't me

What's that you say babe?
I wanna hear it from you
Whadda you want me to know?
You thought that it was me?


Can't do anything right
That's me alright
Can't keep it together

An A+ college student
On the brink of failing out
Momma's perfect lil angel
If she only knew the truth

Can't let this masquerade go on
But I can't let them all down
In their eyes I can do no wrong
But I really can't get it right


Sitting under the stary midnight sky, I wonder what it's all worth. After so many tragedies of the heart, how can it be worth anything? How can I trust what I feel when what I feel has betrayed me so many times? Do I trust my foolish heart? He seems to be a knight in shinning armor, gittering in the sun, ready to sweep me off my feet. But is he?


Baby go ahead, keep on rockin'
Cuz it's time for me to roll
I've spent too much time here on Heartbreak Street
Gonna pack my bag and go
So it's time for me to start walkin'
Cuz I'm sick of being blue
Gonna walk on down to Easy Street
Cuz I can't stay here with you
Baby you done me wrong
Can't you see what you do?
I'm gonna lay it down in this song
Tell you out loud what it is you do
I've done all this for you
But you don't seem to care
Seeing why I'm so blue
You just stand there and stare


How can you be so calm?
With what has been
And what might have been
I guess the answer's simple

You don't feel what I feel
You're not thinkin' what I am

I'm such a fool
To think you'd feel it too
This whole thing is wrong
It's all one-sided

You don't feel what I feel
You're not thinkin' what I am


I was so blind
But I've opened my eyes
A night in shinning armor
You're a devil in disguise


I wanna turn back time
Erase you from my mind
I'll wipe away my tears
And walk right outta here

Forget your smile
Forget your laugh
Forget your face
And forget you

Don't wanna be your freind
Cuz you won't be mine
My feelings linger on
But it's time to move on...and

Forget your smile
Forget your laugh
Forget your face
And forget you